Last night I dreamed about dinossaurs! They were appearing from a room from the old house. I didn't check the room out, but I believe they came from a dimension door! As they were aggressive dinossaurs, my mom found out that we could kill them if we stick them with a needle. There were quite a few dinossaurs, tho. The most dangerous one was the red tyrannosaurus rex, who spilled fire and could break doors. Well, it was a fun dream!
June 29, 2009
June 28, 2009
The Fallen and Os Melhores do Mundo
Today I watched The Fallen. It's a drama movie during the second world war in a time when the few Axis soldiers were trying to survive, looking for a safe place close to the borders of Italy.
After that, I watched Os Melhores do Mundo. It's a famous brazilian humor show played in 2007.
Tomorrow I plan on writting about a studying methodology and aout English.
June 27, 2009
Neverland
Michael Jackson was the greatest artist of a whole generation. He had a hard childhood story, that has always marked his personality, but that never let it affect what he was good about. Composing, singing and dancing. World lost a reference.
MJ will live forever in the Neverland of a whole generation. He is a Myth.
June 26, 2009
After sleeping
I slept for 15 hours last night. There was time when I was awake in the middle of the night sometimes, and I felt like I've been sleeping for more than a whole day. Every time I did -which happened about 3 times-, I wanted to sleep more and more. But when I finally woke up, I felt as if my legs were numb and the aches of my body were completely asleep. My mind was at peace and restful. It's like coming back from a far away travel to distant lands, into the safe and comforting home I was so used to and I missed so much while I was away.
June 22, 2009
Snap Thought #1
The more convinced a person is about their opinion in a subject, the closer they are in listening and understanding the aspects of opposite points of views, specially their context. Am I wrong?
June 19, 2009
Drafts
Overvalued by the footprints,
the carried bag is not weighted;
It's color is now turned into gray;
the light within was shown before,
disrupting the dark nights
with soft shinning beams.
Might be now stuck, by thoughts and complaints,
only the back side of the horizon edge can be seen.
It's an old world, full of fables, full of fates.
Old discoveries lay deep within their heart,
a place where they're granted, immutable.
Present is a different time,
a decision time for both future and past.
Whatever is chosen, new paths are unrevealed.
Some might be disguised,
others might mislead expectations.
But what's the meaning of life,
if not to live and learn?
June 18, 2009
Made up
I talked to her last night and I inquired her about what happened. It's something really silly, actually. She wanted to be perfect and thought that if she sent me pictures of some attracting girl, I would feel more passionated about her.
She asked me if I mind about looks and I said yes, that I think people should look like who they really are, and then I asked her the same. She said no, but she actually does, since she cares so much about how she looks...
I don't really know how things are going to be from now on.
Late in the night I talked to Auri. She wasn't really good in the moment, but she's good in general. ^^
June 17, 2009
-sigh-
I don't want to know a lot of girls and I don't want to be experienced about them. I just want to stick up with one who I am passionate with, talk to her sincerely, trust her and be good for her. Is it to ask too much?
Okay, maybe I know the answer...
Lies
Today I found out the girl I have been really loving over the last few weeks is lying about several stuff. The proof are the photos she sent me. They are from someone else called Hanna Beth. And the timezone, again. A few ago she said she moved to Kentuky, to her new parents. But she has just told me her birthday is tomorrow, June 19th, while today is June 17th! (In other words, she is a couple of timezones ahead of me, in a timezone where it's June 18th for her.)
I think she believes I haven't figured out anything yet, but I don't really know what to do about it for now...
June 12, 2009
Eternal Flame (The Bangles)
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming?
Is this burning an eternal flame?
I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?
Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?
Is this burning an eternal flame?
An eternal flame?
(Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?)
June 10, 2009
Pragmatism
pragmatic: solving problems in a realistic way which suits the present conditions rather than obeying fixed theories, ideas or rules
This word came out when I was thinking about some changes comming from last year.
Before these changes, I was an observant boy and I was always trying my best into looking for pattern into everything. And to follow them.
Among other qualities, I learned that not only of rules things are made. Maybe they are, but not of all the rules I thought myself.
This fact made me create exceptions in many places. In thoughts, in personality, in life style.
Now that I'm here, looking backwards and at my current state, I ponder that both has their good and bad qualities depending upon the situation. Even thought some are best in specific situation, appling the best paradigm into one situation is something that experience and personality strongly weights.
June 05, 2009
World Environment Day
A quick question about environment: Is there anything you use, consume or buy, but you don't really need it, actually? The answer might not be in your actions or thoughts, but in your wills.
A quick link: World Environment Day 2009
(By the way, today is my birthday! Yay!! =)
June 02, 2009
Auri's bday!!
It's been a while since I last talked to her, but I hope she's great and that she enjoys the email I sent her! She is an aweseom girl! ^^
June 01, 2009
How is it called again? Unexpected surprise?
If my memory weren't so bad, I would remember how my computer behave and I would simply change the automatic setting to manual and switch the value from 12.5x to the multiplier 12. That would save me a whole weekend of formating and reinstalling my Gentoo, which has been up since 2005.
Anyway...
I thought the past few days would never really happen, but they did. Have you ever had an ordinary day when it end up becoming the first day of a new life? That's what I feel that happened a few days ago.
I am motivated again! I'm trying to start a new and healthy routine again! Starting with sleeping better and studying more! I love to study, but I'll deny it until the end!! Haha
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