Confession

I hope I have enough distractions to keep me away from depression.

Right here, right now

My passion burns for you
It is a fire that will never leave
it is a flame that will never fade

You are my dear
You stole my heart
You are my desire

I cannot sleep
I cannot wake up
Without the hard heart beating

I wish you here
I wish you now

Please, leave everything behind
and let me hold you by your hips
and let me kiss your sweet lips...

HoN

I started playing Heroes of Newerth at September 24th last year. And since then, I've been playing it many, many times. I lost almost 200 hours of my life with it and now I''ve just deleted it. I'm not going to play it anymore for good. For being in my new year resolution. For my life to not be limited to some game...

A quote from Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets

"It is our choices, Harry, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities."
Alvo Dumbledore, about the differences between Harry and Tom Riddle.

2010

Ahhh... 2010! Many, many work to do for 2010!
As some know, I've been working on my academic project. I put all my efforts on it, since March until December. Many side projects were put aside, such that a big one could be done. This is what I summarize from 2009.
For 2010, I have many, many small projects to work on, but to make it small, I name a few desires and plans for this year:

Plans
Practice English again, since I haven't really watched anything or talked to anyone last year.
Stop with game addicts, specially about Heroes of Newerth. I've been playing it with my friends, who take the game seriously, always focused on winning everytime, such that they can be proud of their stats. I'd rather to win, but I don't really mind about stats that much. Life is more than numbers.
To study.
To work.
To practice some sport.
To sleep and wake up regularly.
To meditate.

Desires
Pass all my courses this year.
Make a far away travel.

Card Readings

Question: "Am I going to be able to get rid of my game addiction?"

9 cards:

1- "You and your loved ones are safe"
2- "Admit the truth to yourself and act accordingly"
3- "New beginings and a fresh start"
4- "Self Respect"
5- "Romance angels are helping you"
6- "Detach from the situation"
7- "Pay attention to your dreams"
8- "Take your time making this decision"
9- "Your home is protected by angels"
10- "Energy healing work"


Past: "God"
Present: "Focus on dvine and perfect health"
Future: "Innocence"