Groundhog Day

I've just watched this film. I found it's a really neat option to watch with someone you like to be with close to you. I hope I can have better luck next time I watch it. Hehe

Ultima Personality Test

http://www.tk421.net/ultima/

I got four results. The first one was plain answers. The second one was with a few modifications from the first one. The third one was having Justice in mind. The forth one was a try out of redoing the first answers, but correcting a mistaken one.

First result
5 out of 7 Honesty
5 out of 7 Compassion
2 out of 7 Valor
2 out of 7 Justice
5 out of 7 Sacrifice
3 out of 7 Honor
4 out of 7 Spirituality
2 out of 7 Humility

14 out of 22 Truth
16 out of 22 Love
14 out of 22 Courage

Second result
7 out of 7 Honesty
6 out of 7 Compassion
3 out of 7 Valor
2 out of 7 Justice
4 out of 7 Sacrifice
3 out of 7 Honor
2 out of 7 Spirituality
1 out of 7 Humility

14 out of 22 Truth
14 out of 22 Love
12 out of 22 Courage

Third result
4 out of 7 Honesty
4 out of 7 Compassion
4 out of 7 Valor
4 out of 7 Justice
3 out of 7 Sacrifice
3 out of 7 Honor
4 out of 7 Spirituality
2 out of 7 Humility

15 out of 22 Truth
15 out of 22 Love
14 out of 22 Courage

Forth result
4 out of 7 Honesty
5 out of 7 Compassion
3 out of 7 Valor
2 out of 7 Justice
6 out of 7 Sacrifice
2 out of 7 Honor
4 out of 7 Spirituality
2 out of 7 Humility

12 out of 22 Truth
17 out of 22 Love
15 out of 22 Courage

An intense week

It's been a long time since I had a night like the last one. The ache was pulsing inside my head and the pain was all over my overheating body. I seriously thought I was going to die if it kept going the way it was getting.into. I thought about several things, like how my friends would know about my death, how would they get access to informations I hold and stuff like that.
I needed water and C vitamin. So I went to the kitchen with some difficulty, drunk a cup of water, made a cup of lemon juice, layed on the sofa for a bit and came back to the bed. When I woke up back again, about 2pm, I was feeling a lot better. The pain was gone and the headache was no intense. Then I had lunch, took a shower, brushed my teeth, watched Palmeiras X Corinthians game on TV and, just before dinner, dad gave me a Shiatsu massage.
Even though I'm a lot better now, I wish I weren't that sick, such that I could meet old friends of mine again. I haven't seen some of then since 2004! I'll try my best to not miss the next chances, tho.

Along the week, Babi, my poodle dog, died of cancer last Tuesday. We were still living in the front house when we got her, about 10 years ago. Rest in peace, Babi..

I also had been studying for the exam I was going to have last Thursday. It was for the subject I've been trying to pass for 4 years now, the results were released one day after and guess what! If you guessed I failed, you're WRONG!!! HAR HAR! Yes, I finally passed!! Omg, I'm so proud about it! And it's not all! I also passed on Algorithm Analysis! That's one big step towards graduation!

Along these three weeks, I've been organizing a lot of stuff in the house, like kitchen, living room and my own room. My sister is sleeping in my room now. It's an experimental thing, but well, I did it thinking about a future when I'm not here anymore and living by myself.

And last, but not least, I emailed Aurianna. About what? It's private. Sorry.

Well, I'm a person who never wanted to live an intense life. I didn't really see any use in experimenting too different things or things I already knew about their effects. But a human is an adaptable being. But as long as I live, find more reasons to reinforce my previous thoughts and, more than that, special meanings that makes me notice how wrong I was about others.

If there is something I can say that I learned from life is that life is a continuous learning.

Sick

I'm sick today. There are so many things that happened this week. I'm going to write them down soon...

One year

One year..

Written in a piece of paper

Ela, para mim, é a pessoa certa.
Eu, para ela, talvez não ocorra o mesmo.

(Written in a piece of paper, back in high school)

What happened this morning, a bit before I woke up

You told me: "I love you"
Too bad, at the time you said that,
I found out it was only a dream.
Then I woke up.

This Way

I've much prepared
with words you've taught
for the road I had got
that is no more paired

So this is the way
what a lonely walk
nobody here to talk
about what I wanna say

Blurred is my sight
I can see you're there
but this atmosphere?
There's no left or right

Shine, my little star
So, through the way
Without fear I can say
'Este poema quero recitar'



(May 6th, 2007)

Organizing kitchen

I saw the yerba pack on the table and then my mom said: "Dad tried to make it, but it tasted bad." It was a yerba mate pack I bought back in 2007 in my travel to Porto Alegre. It was really really old and I wanted to throw it away. But before doing so, I took my cuia (hollow gourd) and as I couldn't really find my metal straw (bomba), I started to organizing stuff in the kitchen, such that I could find it. Well, organized some stuff and then, after lunch, my sister said: "Eww!! Have you already seen inside those milk boxes? They are full of worms!!" And then I told her that we had to clean them up before sending them to recycle (my family is not very conscious about some stuff) and then we started to clean them. My sister was opening the boxes while I was washing them.
Then I got tired of washing and my sister had to go to her boyfriend's house.
So I started to organize the pantry. I've already organized it several times already and I always find old stuff, with their due time expired... and it was now different now. But this time, I organized the condiments part. Some condiments should have used until 2005. I wasn't really surprised, since last year I found stuff that had to be used until 2000!
Well, one of the problem with my parents is that sometimes they open something, don't completely use that thing and forget the pack in the forgotten land. So I organized in a way that those stuff that weren't used yet are separated from those which were already opened (those things used to be mixed in the same place) and put the latter more acessible than the former. About the positioning of the condiments, I also put them separated from the pantry and put them close to the stove.
There were a lot more and it required a lot of thinking about classifying and separating stuff, but I think it's a lot more organized now.
Looking back, it all might not have happened this way if I haven't really gone to Porto Alegre. Haha

Obsession

Over the last 5 days I've been playing Civilization IV: Colonization non-stop. I haven't slept in two nights and another two nights I slept the number of hours of two nights, each. I almost started playing it more again today, but luckly it didn't work, so I'm free of this obsession. For now.