A dream to make my year a better one

I dreamed you were visiting me last night.
I looked at you and we were smiling, but not a smile of someone who's trying to be kind or nice. It was a naive and pure smile that can be found in small kids when they are happy for the smallest things. You were so enchanting that it seemed you were in a spotlight, seen only through my eyes...
We didn't really do much after that. I tried to turn the TV on, but with all the mess in the room, I couldn't really find where to plug it. So you asked me to play this board game I've never seen before and so we played it.
But when I woke up, I couldn't really stop thinking about it. It's something that I haven't felt for a really long time, even though it's just a dream...

Le Fabuleaux Destin D'Amelie Poulain

Sans toi, les émotions d'aujourd hui ne seraient que la peau morte des émotions d'autrefois

Hipolito

Note to myself

To watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind again!

"Cara... vc já teve aqueles momentos em que acontece alguma coisa completamente aleatória, mas no fundo no fundo parece que houve alguma força maior que fez com que aquilo acontecesse?" - a small description about what I felt when I watched the movie, in a message to Kurama.

I've having a really bad time trying to sleep tonight. It's a night with the temperature of 25°C at 2am. Spring's days and nights have been so hot this week!

Well, it's been a while since I last sat here to write something. It's so long since I started to write in this blog that I feel nostalgic of the time I would spend hours thinking about what to write.... while I write something! Haha

School, school... taking all the time of my youth is so uncool!

I've been working on my project and I've been studying, but I've been spending a lot of time trying to bear my mental fatigue, by playing some games. Those games might not be helping much, tho, since I also put a lot of effort in them.

I've been thinking a lot about what really matters for my life.

When I was a kid, I had so many fun, watching cartoon on TV, playing games and video games, and all those stuff kids like. At teenage, I could explore new places in my city I never imagined I would, mostly motivated by having fun with my friends and interest in different things.

Now that I'm in college, I've experienced so many different feelings and thoughts. And values. When I was younger, I heard/read people saying how good it is to have different ideas and different meanings out there, but now I am mature enough to feel it too.

And possibly try different things too.

Like taking a different paths from the one I've always planned.