Fortune telling

I have just my fortune told by Tith. I didn't believe in it before and I still don't completely believe it. Well, there are some issues, like sensitiveness, fullmoon, emptyness, that managed to happen when it came up. Here is the result, said in that order.

Number: 16
Your not ready for change yet, but things will become better in the very end. You will gain enlightenment and freedom. Just give it time.

Number: 2
Confusion, hesitation, inability to make choices, inability to properly utilise time or talents, Lack of inspiration or energy. Giving up easily, poor self image, poor co-ordination and sometimes learning difficulties.

Number: 5
You are a seeker after knowledge and wisdom, you give good advice and teach well.

Number: 8
Control of passion agasint one's baser instincts.


Somehow, I just keep this saying rounding in my mind. "Wanna make god laugh? Tell him your plans."

Updates

Long time since my last update, huh? A lot happened and I kinda forgot about my posts here.
Where should I start?...
Okay, I'm going for the most recent news first!!
I'm currently writing from my new station, located in a possible new informatics department at Sociedade Brasileira de Progresso da Ciência! (SBPC) I'm going to start working here, but for now I'm moving the equipaments to this room - technically I'm already set here - and making some backups, before I can finally format, reinstall all stuff and begin to do something. It seems to be a nice environment, despite Thiago, Paulinho and Fernanda scared me about stressing times.
I hope those things don't happen much often, but it's going to be good. I'm going to earn a humble wage, but it's going to be for a greater goal!
Valentines happened last week and I wasn't really prepare for that. Even though I had like.. 2 or 3 weeks, I didn't know what to do and delayed on starting to do something. Well, I'm still working on it and soon it will be finished! (I hope)
The backup is done for now. I'm going to write more and keep my blog up to date as soon as I remember and have some free time!

Be welcome, 2008!

The year of 2007 is already over. So many things happened. So many moments were present. In the end of the year before, I felt that 2007 was going to be a nifty year. I've also got several goals as a daring challenge.
Last year started nifty, more than every year I've ever had before! It was in February when it came to it's top moment. It was when I firstly felt how it is to be loved from a person I love so deeply, in a such passionate way. I was also doing great at studies and I was on the right path for the goal of time fixing.
In general, I gave my best. On most of the times, I could successfully get rid of my lazyness, for doing a lot of things I wouldn't do if I didn't decided to not be lazy. Some few times were really hard and I've found out something curious. The more oily food I eat, the more lazy I get! Haha. I know it's weird, but I've proved it by observing myself and relating everything. Again, I know that nobody reads my blogs, but if you, non-existent reader read this part and try to observe yourself about the oily food, tell me, by comment or emailing. I'm curious to know whether it works for other people too.
The goals related to my mind, like to pay more attention, to be more socializable and to have a better memory were like the hardest ones.
Not all the year was good, tho. A hard time came about March and it lasted for some time. I've also had my worse birthday I've ever had. Honestly, I really don't like to write about the bad things that happens to be because it happens very often, specially times when I feel down, sad and all the times my mood swings. I want to get rid of them, but how to do so? Uhn... I've just got an idea, but I want to make it another topic.
In this year I got my most stressful time too. For college, I've got tons of works to do and subjects to study in the end of the semester. It's been almost a month like that.
I have some other points too, but they are kinda related to what I want to write in the future.

Happy 2008 for everyone!!!

Reflecting travel

I've gone to my uncle's farm this weekend due to my cousin's wedding lunch, but I wasn't much into it.
All along the travel, I was into reflections. Reflections about myself.
Despite I can think some stuff, the real thing is here. Inside.
It's always going to be there.
I must let it be.
I have to think about myself, to make things worthy, to live.
It doesn't mean they're, as a whole thing, excluding things from my concepts, but I couldn't separate them before. This and that were only one thing for me. I thought it wasn't possible to have one without the other.
I hope this summer be a bit different.
(I've just noticed that whenever I'm not completely straight on the point, I still write in a hard coded way...)