"Son, don't listen to those intellectuals. You're as dumb as I am."
That's what he told me in my mind, except for the fact that he wouldn't make it sound wise if he did it himself.
A journey beyond limits of Earth and Sky
"Son, don't listen to those intellectuals. You're as dumb as I am."
That's what he told me in my mind, except for the fact that he wouldn't make it sound wise if he did it himself.
If someone wants to do something a better way than me, why do I have to bother about it?
Suppose it's some different way to code a computer system. Maybe one could learn a new trick. Or maybe it could tell you about the person themselves.
But in the end, it all could be just some pile of software that probably won't work on new technologies anymore...
I'm a pessimist. Of all possibilities, the worst.
It's troublesome to think that if we consider the worst scenario, whatever comes will be better than expectations. My reason behind that, at first, was to be able to celebrate when it was actually meant to. In other words, to stay skeptic when there is chance of failure and celebrate only when I'm completely sure of success. But the thing is real life doesn't really work that way.
I was reflecting about last post and I got into the conclusion that pessimism took place. Given the lack of communication, the night monsters started to act inside my mind, giving me bad thoughts when reality might be completely the opposite. I can't say it is, but the possibility exists, doesn't it?
I know I'm not perfect and I make a lot of stupid things, but I want to give her my affection, to take care of her, to make her good.